don't fight the feeling. use the moment of intense passion, or deep depression to create. accept that you are both superficial and grounded. deal with the ups and down, and let them be a part of you.
don't try to be anything else then you are right now. yesterday you were happy, maybe you feel empty today, and maybe it's hard to be consistent that way, but that's just who you are and always will be. you contain diversity and layers, and that's a gift. embrace it and use it for what it's worth